The Work of the REAL Poets

October 31st, 2006 by nosenseofdirection

History:

This is so mdm Tabada’s fault.. hehehe.   We were in the library doing, actually nothing, oh yah i remember we were whining and keep on keep on complaining… and (i forgot  whose idea was it) but we suddenly decided to wrote a poem, expressing all the feeling we held on in our hearts for sooooo looong… And so we came up with this baby… All the exhaustions, embarrasing experiences we had, we put it in a peace of paper and we exchanged ideas by the process of taking turns. When you read the poem it’s like we were ready to commit suicide… hehehehe… But the best part is  we blow it out from our system and our friends are there, knocking our heads when we felt that the whole world is against us.  Anyway, i’m way beyond emotional again, so here it is…

Jian’s, Sue’s, Titen’s, Bai’s, Acey’s, and Jo’s Suicidal Note (kidding)

My heart, like my hand is callouse

blood i shed, crimson and clear

feeling so helpless, lost under the surface

i’m drowning in this lake of salty tears

’twas a wind, the hand that lift my feet

and I embraced zephyr

looking beyond what was never seen

…to see but not to witness

…to fall but not to wither

Shadows of love is what I remembered

yet it’s melancholy I embraced

feeling naked and astray

nothing can come back now without pain

nothing can revive now without hate

There is no easy way out

i’m trapped inside myself

find me the door let me see the sky azure

for all will come together in place again

hold my hand as I let go

October 29th, 2006 by nosenseofdirection

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6lBkuz1TlVc

The Cremation of Sam McGee

by Robert W. Service

There are strange things done in the midnight sun
By the men who moil for gold;
The Arctic trails have their secret tales
That would make your blood run cold;
The Northern Lights have seen queer sights,
But the queerest they ever did see
Was that night on the marge of Lake Lebarge
I cremated Sam McGee.

Now Sam McGee was from Tennessee, where the cotton blooms and blows.
Why he left his home in the South to roam ‘round the Pole, God only knows.
He was always cold, but the land of gold seemed to hold him like a spell;
Though he’d often say in his homely way that “he’d sooner live in hell.”

On a Christmas Day we were mushing our way over the Dawson trail.
Talk of your cold! through the parka’s fold it stabbed like a driven nail.
If our eyes we’d close, then the lashes froze till sometimes we couldn’t see;
It wasn’t much fun, but the only one to whimper was Sam McGee.

And that very night, as we lay packed tight in our robes beneath the snow,
And the dogs were fed, and the stars o’erhead were dancing heel and toe,
He turned to me, and “Cap,” says he, “I’ll cash in this trip, I guess;
And if I do, I’m asking that you won’t refuse my last request.”

Well, he seemed so low that I couldn’t say no; then he says with a sort of moan:
“It’s the cursed cold, and it’s got right hold till I’m chilled clean through to the bone.
Yet ‘taint being dead—it’s my awful dread of the icy grave that pains;
So I want you to swear that, foul or fair, you’ll cremate my last remains.”

A pal’s last need is a thing to heed, so I swore I would not fail;
And we started on at the streak of dawn; but God! he looked ghastly pale.
He crouched on the sleigh, and he raved all day of his home in Tennessee;
And before nightfall a corpse was all that was left of Sam McGee.

There wasn’t a breath in that land of death, and I hurried, horror-driven,
With a corpse half hid that I couldn’t get rid, because of a promise given;
It was lashed to the sleigh, and it seemed to say: “You may tax your brawn and brains,
But you promised true, and it’s up to you to cremate those last remains.”

Now a promise made is a debt unpaid, and the trail has its own stern code.
In the days to come, though my lips were dumb, in my heart how I cursed that load.
In the long, long night, by the lone firelight, while the huskies, round in a ring,
Howled out their woes to the homeless snows—O God! how I loathed the thing.

And every day that quiet clay seemed to heavy and heavier grow;
And on I went, though the dogs were spent and the grub was getting low;
The trail was bad, and I felt half mad, but I swore I would not give in;
And I’d often sing to the hateful thing, and it hearkened with a grin.

Till I came to the marge of Lake Lebarge, and a derelict there lay;
It was jammed in the ice, but I saw in a trice it was called the “Alice May.”
And I looked at it, and I thought a bit, and I looked at my frozen chum;
Then “Here,” said I, with a sudden cry, “is my cre-ma-tor-eum.”

Some planks I tore from the cabin floor, and I lit the boiler fire;
Some coal I found that was lying around, and I heaped the fuel higher;
The flames just soared and the furnace roared—such a blaze you seldom see;

Then I burrowed a hole in the glowing coal, and I stuffed in Sam McGee.

Then I made a hike, for I didn’t like to hear him sizzle so;
And the heavens scowled, and the huskies howled, and the wind began to blow.
It was icy cold, but the hot sweat rolled down my cheeks, and I don’t know why;
And the greasy smoke in an inky cloak went streaking down the sky.

I do not know how long in the snow I wrestled with grisly fear;
But the stars came out and they danced about ere again I ventured near;
I was sick with dread, but I bravely said: “I’ll just take a peep inside.
I guess he’s cooked, and it’s time I looked;” . . . then the door I opened wide
And there sat Sam, looking cool and calm, in the heart of the furnace roar;
And he wore a smile you could see a mile, and he said: “Please close that door.
It’s fine in here, but I greatly fear you’ll let in the cold and storm—
Since I left Plumtree, down in Tennessee, it’s the first time I’ve been warm.”

There are strange things done in the midnight sun

By the men who moil for gold;
The Arctic trails have their secret tales
That would make your blood run cold;
The Northern Lights have seen queer sights,
But the queerest they ever did see
Was that night on the marge of Lake Lebarge
I cremated Sam McGee.

I am my own murderer

October 29th, 2006 by nosenseofdirection

my blood is boiling. sucking it all wants me to hurt someone without a reason at all.  i felt all the pain and i’m about to crack.  I have no one to talk to.  I have no one to dish all my feelings.  i am hurting inside and i don’t know how to remove it.  maybe i’ll let myself be electricuted. would it be wise?  or how about i’ll get a hammer and hit myself until my brain will be squish and the flesh and blood will scatter all the floor. well, that’s not nice.  i felt vomiting now. what a crazy idea.

until i heard the song "Hakuna Matata"

it goes like this:

Hakuna Matata! What a wonderful phrase
Hakuna Matata! Ain’t no passing craze

It means no worries for the rest of your days

It’s our problem-free philosophy
Hakuna Matata!
Hakuna Matata! Hakuna matata!
Hakuna Matata! Hakuna matata!
Hakuna Matata! Hakuna matata!
Hakuna Matata! Hakuna–

easy to say ‘no worries’ huh? But it helps, though..

So i guess i’ll just have to say…

HAKUNA MATATA everyone!!!